I CRIED SILENTLY,BUT YOU DIN NOTICE IT.

mood's getting loww-lowww and lowwwer..my tagboard's dead and im going to announce dead soon{just the matter of time}.

life is damn suckyy,with the presence of my parents.i was greatful t u giving birth t me and growing me well( i think).but i doesnt mean that i had t do everything you want me t.to me,you are my parents and i do respect you cos you are my elders.but sometimes,you all cant do decisions for me.u all cant control what i wanna do.im 13years old,no longer a 3yearss old girl.i can differ evil and good and i wont be abducted by those strangers just by lollipops or sweets. i had already agreed my friend t the trip & now you say cant. do you think thats fair for your child, promising her and letting her anticipate for so many days and then let all the dreams smashed into broken pieces. and making her lose the trust in her friend's heart? you only know about your own feelings,when do you actually considered mine?! i jus wanna go thics outing but you just refused. for this holiday,i didnt request much outings from you except for parades,cos you told me t practice my maths and i did. why must i do all this for? just t make you happy? i wanna go this outing,u think i reallly got the heart to do these bloodly maths questions? i just wanna go out this time and you dont allow. i dont wanna mention anything to piss you off,but who pissed me offf 1st. it is just suh a simple request compared to other stuff. whatever i do,you kpo here kkpo there.i blog,you comment this coment that.i open blog shop,you kpo here kpo there. i go meet suppliers,you doubted people.comeon,everyone's out to earn money. not only you,whats so great about conning people,in return you will lose their trust. people may think that im living happily in a wonderful family. oh crap,how wonderful is it man. everyday,i go my aunty hse and look at the stupid face then see my cousins chubby face and he keep pestering me for stuff and i must let him play. and my my aunt treat me like some free loafers staying in her house. she always call me help her shift this do this do that. do u think i can stud well in this kinda environment.&& her house is building lifts,making me more piss-ed.everything i do she complain,has she got nothing better to do just to use her that damn big mouth to complain. she's only pro at commanding people around and adding salt and vinegar on other people stuff.if sh's that free,why dont sign her up frot the pro-est at complaining contest? i din wanna mention to you,just not to spoil our relationship.but you really forced me too.why must i be troubled with so many problems when you dont even know a single one of those. whatever that heppen in school,you dont know. you only know how to take that shit piece of results and scold me,n nag. what else do you know la,i dont wanna scold the efff word,cos i respect you. but you dont respect me.i just wanna freedom,but why cant you give me.?!